The reason I haven't posted in a while is because I didn't feel inspired to. I only do things that I feel inspired to do these days. I'm writing now because I felt inspired to share with you my "progress" since it's coming up on a year since I quit my shitty-ass job and began this experiment in Law Of Attraction. And because I heard my friend Dee Rob wanted me too. (Thanks Dee!)
I don't know how to say this without sounding like a bragging douche, so I won't try; This year has been the most amazing year of my life. Not only am I talking about getting the 'stuff' I've been wanting, but I'm talking about my relationship with my husband has improved insurmountably, things with my in-laws have worked out in the most perfect and balanced way, fun jobs have been coming without me trying to find them, we got a free trip to NYC, I've written 13 episodes of a new pilot. And I guess the most amazing thing (the most amazing thing to me anyway) is that since I quit my job this past June, Chip and I have accumulated 3 houses and are now signing papers for the fourth. FOUR FUCKING HOUSES & WE DON'T HAVE JOBS! Money came in the most unexpected mind boggling ways.
WE DON'T HAVE JOBS! I needed to repeat that, sorry. But I'm floored when I think about it. I won't say I don't know how it happened because I do. It was me focusing on the fun and forgetting the fear (feel free to roll your eyes or make the jerking off gesture, I would if I wasn't me). Truly. That's it.
Law Of Attraction, living it as much as I could. I'm not gonna say I didn't have my 'days', but when I did, I remembered that these are called "step one moments" and are necessary for expansion. I spent the majority of my days focusing on happier thoughts. I made lunch/coffee dates, I hiked, I napped, I wrote, I got tipsy, I had parties, I went to friends and brought pizza and we watched movies, I took classes, I stopped watching the news. I did whatever made me happy AND without all the guilt. I trusted that if I remained joyful everything I've been wanting will come. Did I mention 4 FUCKING HOUSES AND WE DON'T HAVE JOBS???