Tuesday, May 22, 2012

DANCE LIKE A MONKEY PLEASE

So I haven't posted in many months. Why you ask? Did I give up on my year of living blah, blah, blah? The answer is no, I've been living this past year looking to find joy and the feeling of abundance instead of the feeling of lack. I'm diligent about looking for things to appreciate, even if I have to force people to dance like a monkey for me (which I often do, nothing makes me more appreciative than watching friends look ridiculous for my viewing pleasure). 

The reason I haven't posted in a while is because I didn't feel inspired to.  I only do things that I feel inspired to do these days. I'm writing now because I felt inspired to share with you my "progress" since it's coming up on  a year since I quit my shitty-ass job and began this experiment in Law Of Attraction. And because I heard my friend Dee Rob wanted me too. (Thanks Dee!)

I don't know how to say this without sounding like a bragging douche, so I won't try;  This year has been the most amazing year of my life.  Not only am I talking about getting the 'stuff' I've been wanting, but I'm talking about my relationship with my husband has improved insurmountably, things with my in-laws have worked out in the most perfect and balanced way, fun jobs have been coming without me trying to find them, we got a free trip to NYC, I've written 13 episodes of a new pilot. And I guess the most amazing thing (the most amazing thing to me anyway) is that since I quit my job this past June, Chip and I have accumulated 3 houses and are now signing papers for the fourth. FOUR FUCKING HOUSES & WE DON'T HAVE JOBS! Money came in the most unexpected mind boggling ways.

WE DON'T HAVE JOBS! I needed to repeat that, sorry. But I'm floored when I think about it.  I won't say I don't know how it happened because I do. It was me focusing on the fun and forgetting the fear (feel free to roll your eyes or make the jerking off gesture, I would if I wasn't me). Truly. That's it.

Law Of Attraction, living it as much as I could. I'm not gonna say I didn't have my 'days', but when I did, I remembered that these are called "step one moments" and are necessary for expansion. I spent the majority of my days focusing on happier thoughts. I made lunch/coffee dates, I hiked, I napped, I wrote, I got tipsy, I had parties, I went to friends and brought pizza and we watched movies, I took classes, I stopped watching the news. I did whatever made me happy AND without all the guilt. I trusted that if I remained joyful everything I've been wanting will come. Did I mention 4 FUCKING HOUSES AND WE DON'T HAVE JOBS???

4 comments:

  1. YES!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love you guys!

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  2. Woo hoo hoo!!!! Well done lady. You are such an inspiration :)

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  3. Ha! It's been weeks and I should have read this post and didn't, and, bam, there I am in the second paragraph.

    I now must go over to my far less joyous 'blog and respond with a less joyous but kind of ironic in an Alanis, like no candles on your cake, maybe not really ironic kind of way. It's sort of the same, but not and it's why I haven't written but should and didn't even read this here, but should have.

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